urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit Maybe I should try to look some more like THAT... Pidge. 2007-06-03T02:51:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:29553 2007-06-03T02:51:34Z 2007-06-03T02:51:34Z <center><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i74.photobucket.com/albums/i273/butterxbiscuit/LJ%20Pictures/Picture004.png" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:29356 2007-05-27T18:23:51Z 2007-05-27T18:23:51Z My current life in 83 questions.<br /><br /><br />1] What was the highlight of your week?<br />Riding around town with Katie at midnight.<br /><br />2] Who's car were you in last?<br />Mine.<br /><br />3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?<br />I don't know. <br /><br />4] What color shirt are you wearing?<br />Black.<br /><br />5] How long is your hair?<br />Mid-Back. <br /><br />8] Last movie you watched?<br /><i>The Devil's Rejects</i><br /><br />9] Last thing you ate?<br />Eggs. <br /><br />10] Last thing you drank?<br />Cranberry Juice<br /><br />11] Where did you sleep last night?<br />My Bedroom Floor<br /><br />13] Are you happy right now?<br />I'm content.<br /><br />14] What did you say last?<br />I love you!<br /><br />15] Where is your phone?<br />I don't know.<br /><br />17] What color are your eyes?<br />Blue.<br /><br />19] Who came over last?<br />My dad. <br /><br />20] When was the last time you had your heart broken?<br />My heart breaks everyday. <br /><br />21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?<br />Stupid people. As always.<br /><br />22] What are you listening to?<br />3 Doors Down<br /><br />23] If you could have one thing right now what would it be?<br />Hmmm. ;) You know.<br /><br />24] What is your favorite scent?<br />Vanilla. <br /><br />25] Who makes you happiest right now?<br />Vicodin & Tequilla.<br /><br />26] What were you doing at midnight last night?<br />Laughing with my sister.<br /><br />30] Are you left-handed?<br />Yes.<br /><br />31] Spell your name without vowels:<br />Pg<br /><br />34] What's for dinner tonight?<br />Beer-Can Chicken, Carrots, Fruit Salad, and Margaritas.<br /><br />34] What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?<br />Tequilla.<br /><br />35] When Is Your Birthday?<br />01101990<br /><br />36] Who was the last person to send you a text message?<br />My Mommy.<br /><br />38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?<br />Spring break.<br /><br />39] Where was the last place you went shopping?<br />Cub Foods.<br /><br />40] How do you feel about your hair right now?<br />It's annoying.<br /><br />41] Do you have any expensive jewelery?<br />I own jewelery that is valuble, I don't know if it's expensive.<br /><br />42] AIM or MSN?<br />MSN. New AIM sucks.<br /><br />46] Where does most of your family live?<br />Springfield. <br /><br />47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings?<br />I have a little sister and two little brothers. <br /><br />48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?<br />Sometimes.<br /><br />49] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?<br /><i>Banana, banana, banana, terracotta pie! Lalala...</i><br /><br />50] Do you drink beer?<br />Not really.<br /><br />52] Myspace or Facebook?<br />They both suck.<br /><br />53] Do you have T-Mobile?<br />Nope.<br /><br />54] What is your favorite subject in school?<br />Art.<br /><br />55] What type of boy/girl do you usually fall for?<br />Tall, Sexy, and Black. Haha! <br /><br />57] Do you have any talents?<br />Oh, I might have a couple.<br /><br />58] Have you ever been IN a wedding?<br />Yes.<br /><br />59] Do you have any children?<br />No.<br /><br />60] Did you take a nap today?<br />My life is a nap. What do you think?<br /><br />62] Ever met anyone famous before?<br />Yes, actually I have.<br /><br />63] Do you want to be famous one day?<br />I don't know. Probably not.<br /><br />64] Favorite Actress(es)?<br />I don't have one, but my favorite actor is Edward Norton. Mmmmm...Sexy.<br /><br />65] Are you multitasking right now?<br />Yeah.<br /><br />66] Could you handle being in the military?<br />Maybe. Like anything else, I'd get used to it.<br /><br />67] What is your average cell phone bill?<br />I don't know.<br /><br />68] Do you believe in Karma?<br />That's probably one of the only things I believe in.<br /><br />69] Last time you went to the gym or worked out?<br />Before I got sick. <br /><br />70] How many pairs of shoes do you own?<br />I probably own about five pairs of flip flops alone, two pairs of tennis shoes, some skate shoes, and a pair of clogs. And that's not including the sheoes in my closet. So, let's just say a lot. :)<br /><br />72] Ever been to Las Vegas?<br />In directly.<br /><br />73] what are you doing today?<br />Setting up my waterbed. <br /><br />74] Have you ever been gambling?<br />Yeah.<br /><br />75] When is the last time you updated your blog?<br />A real update? Maybe like a week ago. Unless this counts, then today.<br /><br />76] Have you been to New York City?<br />No.<br /><br />77] Ever been to Disneyland/world?<br />Yes.<br /><br />78] Do you have a favorite cartoon character?<br />Yeah! I have like four. (Johnny Bravo, Rocko, Scooby Doo, and George Jetson)<br /><br />79] Last thing you cooked?<br />Ha! Pudding.<br /><br />80] Hows the weather?<br />Comfortable.<br /><br />81] Do you e-mail?<br />Yes.<br /><br />82] Whats the stupidest thing you ever did with you cell phone?<br />Where do I start?<br /><br />83] Last time you were sick?<br />Now. :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:28930 2007-05-27T16:10:47Z 2007-05-27T16:10:47Z Misfits A is for age:<br />Seventeen<br /><br />B is for beer of choice:<br />Bud Light<br /><br />C is for career right now:<br />Student<br /><br />D is for your dog's name:<br />Woof (Sometimes we call him Bean.)<br /><br />E is for essential item you use everyday:<br />Pencil<br /><br />F is for favorite TV show at the moment:<br />House<br /><br />G is for favorite game:<br />Connect Four<br /><br />H is for home town:<br />Springfield, Il<br /><br />I is for instruments you've played/play:<br />Guitar, Sax, Flute, Keys, Oboe, Bass <br /><br />J is for favorite juice:<br />Red<br /><br />K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:<br />Missy's<br /><br />L is for last restaurant you ate at:<br />Denny's<br /><br />M is for marriage:<br />One day.<br /><br />N is for your full name:<br />Mandy Paige Jennings<br /><br />O is for overnight hospital stays:<br />Just one.<br /><br />P is for people you were with today:<br />Abby, Mom, Chuck, and my Dad.<br /><br />Q is for quote:<br />"You're a supid ass, dumb fucking idiot." - ICP (Hehe. It makes me laugh.) <br /><br />R is for biggest regret:<br />You have no idea.<br /><br />S is for status:<br />No. S is for single.<br /><br />T is for time you woke up today:<br />7:30 AM<br /><br />U is for Where are U?<br />My room. <br /><br />V is for vegetable you love:<br />Broccolli<br /><br />W is for worst habit:<br />Thinking<br /><br />X is for x-rays you've had:<br />Too many to count.<br /><br />Y is for yummy food you ate today:<br />Yogurt<br /><br />Z is for zodiac sign:<br />Capricorn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:28907 2007-05-20T00:38:03Z 2007-05-20T00:38:03Z David Bowie Can't you see I usually let my boredom get the best of me?<br /><br />So I got about three pictures from prom last night. And I've already lost them. Go figure.<br /><br />School is ending in about two weeks, and I couldn't be more excited to get out of there. I honestly just don't see any reason to go anymore. I've thought about sleeping in and staying home [maybe] everyday for the last three weeks, but have ended up going anyway because I've been taking Katie to school. <br />I'm not excited at all about my Senior year, is that wrong? <br /><br />As a side note, and a tad off the subject, my journal is going "Friends Only" starting June 1. By definition, that means that all entries are going to be for my friends only after June 1. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:28513 2007-05-19T20:02:18Z 2007-05-19T20:02:18Z <center>Give me a word<br />Give me a sign<br />Show me where to look <br />Tell me what will I find<br />Lay me on the ground<br />Fly me in the sky<br />Show me where to look<br />Tell me what will I find<br />Oh, heaven let your light shine down<br /><br />Love is in the water <br />Love is in the air<br />Show me where to go <br />Tell me will love be there<br />Teach me how to speak<br />Teach me how to share<br />Teach me where to go<br />Tell me will love be there<br />Oh, heaven let your light shine down<br /></center><br /><br /><lj-embed id="4" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:27768 2007-04-29T18:40:31Z 2007-04-29T18:40:31Z SOAD This entire week has just sucked. I had the ACT and PSAE's on Wednesday & Thursday. I probably didn't do well either, because I was sick. <br /><br />I've been sick for three weeks. :( And it's getting rediculous. <br />I couldn't sleep Friday night because I was coughing so bad. I ended up sitting on the couch at 1:00AM where I was having the greatest time trying to breathe. I fell asleep and work up around 2:00 with the worst pain in my chest I'd ever had. I tried to lay down to see if it would feel better, and it didn't. So I started walking towards my mom's room, and by the time I got there, I had a hard time trying to tell her what was wrong because the pain had gotten so bad that all I could do was cry. It eventually started to fade away, then came back only worse. <br />To make an already long story shorter, we ended up going to the hospital, where they drew a sh*t load of blood, did a liver function test, took x-rays, and gave me a breathing treatment. Have you ever been on steroids? Oh my, they made me so awake and jumpy. We were there about 4 hours, and the doctor perscribed me an inhaler incase I have a hard time breathing again, told me my bronchitous was viral which is why my antibiotics aren't helping, and said the pain that I had most likely was from my gaulbladder, but that it was odd because I'm too young for problems with my gaulbladder. So now sometime this week I have to go get an ultrasound of my gualbladder to see if I'll have to get it removed this summer. Until then though, I'm supposed to eat a very bland diet low in fat content so I don't have another attack like I did Friday night. Fun huh?<br /><br />It's been just Abby and me since Saturday afternoon, and I'm very bored. Morgan, April, and Jesse came by to see me for about 45 minutes yesterday, and I was sad to see them go. I was hoping they'd come back later, but they didn't. Oh well, huh?<br /><br />(Just ignore my spelling errors, okay? You know I can't spell.)<br /><br /><lj-embed id="2" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:27416 2007-04-21T04:53:31Z 2007-04-21T04:54:25Z Bloodhound Gang Yesterday was totally amazing, for the most obvious reason. And that's all I'm going to say about that. <br /><br />Today was okay. It got much better when I got to hang out with Shelby. :) She made my day much better. Not to mention, I saw Kara (and heard her too!) in a play, that turned out to be fairly entertaining. Especially with Shelby sitting next to me in those uncomfortable wooden seats. AND the free coffee at STARBUCKS we got afterwards!!! Did I say FREE COFFEE??? Cause, yeah...It was free! <br /><br />Then things started heading downward, so I'll end it with a video (for you Shelby!)while I'm still on a high(er) note. :) <br /><br /><lj-embed id="1" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:27252 2007-04-07T03:41:56Z 2007-04-07T03:41:56Z U2 Guess what? I'm gettin' lucky in Kentucky! <br /><br />Not really, but I am in Kentucky. Again. My 3-4 day vacation is coming to an end. :( FYI, I've been through Metropolis [the home of Super Man, IL], Paducah [KY], Nashville [TN], Knoxville [TN], Lexington [KY], and now in Louisville [KY]. I've also seen the Appalachian Mountains [at least the edge of them] and the Smokey Mountains. So now, I've seen the Rocky's and the Appalachians. Kentucky & Tennessee are very pretty, so if you have a chance to go through them, do it.<br /><br />So tonight, I went to Waverly Hills Sanitarium. In case you've never heard of it, it used to be a big TB hospital back in the 1930s and was considered to be one of the best ones in the country. Over 63,000 people died there, and it is considered as a paranormal hot spot. It just so happens to be in Louisville [where I just so happen to be too] and we got into a paranormal tour. And it was amazing. Below is a link to its historical site, if you're bored.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.waverlyhillstbsanatorium.com/">Waverly Hills, The History</a><br /><br />Well, I have about 6 hours of driving ahead of me tomorrow, and I'm tired. :( I'll hopefully see you guys very soon, cause I'm just missin' ya down here!!!<br /><br />Always Yours!<br /><br /> <object width="425" height="350"> <param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/QQxl9EI9YBg"></param> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/QQxl9EI9YBg" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350" allowScriptAccess="never"></embed> </object> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:27036 2007-03-31T12:52:17Z 2007-03-31T12:52:17Z Lil Jon Yesterday we got out of school for Spring Break. <br /><br />And I got my nose pierced last night! Yeeeeeeeeeah!<br />I also saw <i>Reno 911!:Miami</i>. And went to Denny's. Of course. <br /><br />This is for <b>you</b> Shelby!<br /><br /> <object width="425" height="350"> <param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/UEAhC-AbnbU"></param> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/UEAhC-AbnbU" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350" allowScriptAccess="never"></embed> </object> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:26639 2007-03-29T22:31:40Z 2007-03-29T22:31:40Z lovex I stole this idea from Shelby. <br />Love you!!!<br /><br /><br /> <object width="425" height="350"> <param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2xiCWy8_dNk"></param> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2xiCWy8_dNk" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350" allowScriptAccess="never"></embed> </object> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:26561 2007-03-26T01:03:08Z 2007-03-26T01:03:08Z Semisonic I've realized something recently: If you want something, you'll just have to get it yourself.<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />1.) Name one(or more)person who made you smile today.<br />My dog.<br /><br />2.) What were you doing at 11:00 this morning?<br />Counting white lines on the highway.<br /><br />3.) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?<br />Eating dinner.<br /><br />4.) What is something that happened to you in 1994?<br />My house flooded.<br /><br />5.) What is the last thing you said aloud?<br />"Get on your kneeeeeeeeees..."<br /><br />6.) How many different things did you drink today?<br />Three.<br /><br />7.) What color is your hairbrush?<br />Red and silver.<br /><br />8.) What was the last IM you sent?<br />"Where is you at, ho?!?"<br /><br />9.) What was the last gift you bought?<br />Earrings.<br /><br />10.) What color is your front door?<br />White.<br /><br />11.) Where do you keep your change?<br />In my wallet or my paint can full of change in my room.<br /><br />12.) What was the weather like today?<br />Warm and sunny.<br /><br />13.) What is the best ice cream flavor?<br />I love vanilla. <br /><br />14.) What are you excited about?<br />Nothing.<br /><br />18.) Are you very random?<br />I guess I can be.<br /><br />19.) Do you want to cut your hair?<br />Not really. Maybe shapped up a bit, but no.<br /><br />21.) Do you talk a lot?<br />I can.<br /><br />22.) Do you watch The O.C.?<br />No.<br /><br />23.) Does your screen name have an "X" in it?<br />Yes, and no.<br /><br />24.) Do you know anyone named Steven?<br />Yes.<br /><br />25.) Do you make up your own words?<br />Sometimes.<br /><br />26.) Are you ticklish?<br />You have no idea.<br /><br />27.) Are you typically a jealous person?<br />I can be.<br /><br />29.) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "J":<br />Julius, Jesse, Jacob.<br /><br />30.) Who's the 1st person on your received list?<br />My recieved list? What's that?<br /><br />31.) What did the last text message you received say?<br />Sick.<br /><br />32. Do you chew on straws?<br />Sometimes.<br /><br />33. Do you have Curly hair?<br />Yes.<br /><br />34. What is the next concert you're going to?<br />I really want to see TON in Chicago, but I can't. :(<br /><br />35.) Who has been the biggest disappointment to you recently?<br />It would be easier to say who hasn't.<br /><br />36.) How many times have you swore today?<br />None.<br /><br />37.) What is something you say a lot?<br />"I don't get it."<br /><br />38. What's your fav. taco topping?<br />Cheese & hot sauce!<br /><br />39.) Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?<br />No.<br /><br />40.) Do you have work tomorrow?<br />School.<br /><br />41.) Is marriage in your future?<br />I really hope so.<br /><br />42.) When was the last time you said "I love you"?<br />Last night.<br /><br />43.) What should you be doing right now?<br />Probably not this.<br /><br />44.) Do you have a nickname?<br />Yes, a couple actually.<br /><br />45.) Are you a heavy sleeper?<br />Yes.<br /><br />46.) When was the last time you used a skateboard?<br />Three years ago.<br /><br />47.) What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?<br />I haven't seen anything new in the past two weeks, I don't think.<br /><br />48.) Is there anyone you like right now?<br />No, because I <i>love</i> him.<br /><br />50.) Are you currently depressed?<br />I guess not.<br /><br />----------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />1. Where did your last kiss take place?<br />-- Unfortunately, it was in the Denny's parking lot by someone I didn't like. :(<br /><br />2. Who knows a secret or two about you?<br />-- Everyone knows something or another.<br /><br />3. Three words to explain why you last threw up!<br />-- Food poisoning, duh.<br /><br />4. Have you ever burned yourself?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />5. What's crazy to you?<br />-- How dumb I can be.<br /><br />6. Favorite cuss word:<br />-- Fuck.<br /><br />7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?<br />-- I don't know.<br /><br />8. What is your biggest secret?<br />-- Something from a while ago, but I'll just tell you I love this one boy. ;)<br /><br />9. Would you ever want to be a model?<br />-- I never thought about it.<br /><br />10. Do you tell white lies?<br />-- Not really anymore.<br /><br />11. When is your next party?<br />-- DBZ party at Morgan's!!! Who knows when that is. [Haha! I'm such a loser.]<br /><br />12. Who do you want to be with right now?<br />-- Julius. [Shhhhh. It's a secret guys and dolls!]<br /><br />13.Who do you like?<br />-- Well I just have no clue! [That was sarcasm.] It feels like I just answered this. [Hint: Question 12]<br /><br />14. How do you handle a break up?<br />-- I've never gone out with anyone, so I've never had to deal with it. Haha!<br /><br />15. Your motivation for tomorrow?<br />-- Maybe I'll get to see this one boy. Or I'll only have four more days until I get my nose pierced. Both are semi-motivating.<br /><br />16. Last person to hurt you?<br />-- The guy that took my blood. :( He ripped one of my veins.<br /><br />17. Last person to make you laugh?<br />-- April.<br /><br />18. Last thing you ate?<br />-- Jello.<br /><br />19. What are you scared of?<br />-- Worms and fish.<br /><br />20. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />21. Do daddy long legs freak you out?<br />-- No.<br /><br />22. Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />23. Have you ever dropped food on the floor and eaten it?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />24. Do you kiss your pets on the mouth?<br />-- I have.<br /><br />25. What serial killer do you find most disturbing?<br />-- I don't know.<br /><br />26. Do you ever talk to the TV?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />27. Would you ever work in a retirement home?<br />-- Maybe.<br /><br />28. Do you believe plants have feelings?<br />-- Why not.<br /><br />29. Do you laugh at people with "bowl" haircuts?<br />-- It depends.<br /><br />30. Do you have nervous twitches?<br />-- Not really.<br /><br />31. Are you ever purposely irritating?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />33. If you could fly, where would you go first?<br />-- Someplace I've never been before.<br /><br />34. Love or lust?<br />-- Both.<br /><br />35. One best friend or 10 aquaintances?<br />-- One best fiend.<br /><br />36. Favorite food?<br />-- Pudding. <br /><br />37. Do you believe that your first love never dies?<br />-- Possibly.<br /><br />38. What upcoming event are you waiting and ready for?<br />-- Well, I'm getting my nose pierced on Friday.<br /><br />39. Current smell?<br />-- Hot dogs.<br /><br />40. Do you get your nails done?<br />-- Not really, but I've had them done before.<br /><br />41. Most favorite people?<br />-- Well: My dad, Abby, Katie, April, Shelby, Jesse, Morgan, Julius, Rhonda, Megen, Keith, My mom, ect.<br /><br />42. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?<br />-- Fruit & Yogurt Parfait.<br /><br />43. Are you an emotional person?<br />-- Not really, but I have my moments.<br /><br />44. Do you like your name?<br />-- At times. I really could be worse.<br /><br />45. What are you wearing right now?<br />-- Shorts and a tank top.<br /><br />46. Do you have plans this weekend?<br />-- I did, but it's all over now. :(<br /><br />47. Do you work?<br />-- Yes, but I don't have a job.<br /><br />48. Do you dance naked in your room at night?<br />-- Not naked, but I dance sometimes.<br /><br />49. Why did your last relationship end?<br />-- Because it never began.<br /><br />50. What are you listening to right now?<br />-- "I don't want to be the one who's stuck with me when I whip my meat out...." Hehe. I love the Jimmy.<br /><br />51. Biggest fear?<br />-- Rejection.<br /><br />52. How long have you been a part of myspace?<br />-- Three years maybe.<br /><br />53. Favorite place to be?<br />-- In my dreams.<br /><br />54. Do you hate anybody?<br />-- Yes.<br /><br />55. Does anyone hate you?<br />-- I'm sure. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:26350 2007-03-17T02:35:10Z 2007-03-17T02:35:10Z I had an amazing time with Shelby this afternoon. :) I hope we get to do it again soon.<br /><br />Ah, Missy's home, and she's driving me crazy. This evening has sucked. :(<br />I miss hanging out with Shelby. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:26004 2007-03-11T21:36:37Z 2007-03-11T21:37:15Z Kid Rock My weekend was overall amazing.<br />Friday was very up and down, but it eventually turned out okay. Plus, I got to see Jesse for the first time in like a month! <br />I spent the night at Morgan's house with April and Rhonda on Saturday. Needless to say, I had fun. And I saw <i>The Devil's Rejects</i> for the first time. :)<br />Even though I didn't sleep like at all last night, I'm still in the best mood ever. It may have something to do with the fact that I had fruit salad today. [Yummy!] Or maybe it's because the scrapbook store is closing. Or maybe it's because I've been singing Kid Rock <b>allweekendlong</b>. <br />Hopefully I'll be able to chill at Denny's with Shelby this week. I won't have my car again on the weekend though. :( If not, there's always the weekend thereafter.<br />Plus, I get out early on Friday. :)<br /><br />I'm going to go spend the rest of my Sunday playing the Sims 2 now. I just thought I'd remind my livejournal that I'm still alive and kicking. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:25609 2007-02-26T02:58:37Z 2007-02-26T02:58:37Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br />10 whats.<br />What are you wearing: My Manson T-shirt, sleepy pants, and pink slippers.<br />What is your favorite color: Red.<br />What is your age: 17<br />What is your middle name: Paige<br />What is on your mind right now: Life.<br />What are you doing tomorrow: Going to school.<br />What is your best memory: My mistakes.<br />What do you sign at the end of your notes: Love Always, Paige<br />What is bothering you right now: <i>Certain</i> people.<br />What is your favorite song right now: I love so many. I can't just choose a favorite.<br /><br /><br />9 lasts.<br />Last dollar spent: Buying grape juice.<br />Last cigarette: Yesterday, second-handly speeking.<br />Last beverage: Water.<br />Last movie: <i>The Illusionist</i><br />Last phone call: My dad.<br />Last song played: "Take It Off"<br />Last bubble bath: 3-4 weeks ago.<br />Last time you cried: Friday.<br />Last thing you ate: The tastiest lemon cookie ever.<br /><br />8 have you evers.<br />Have you ever dated a best friend: No.<br />Have you ever skinny dipped: No.<br />Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: No.<br />Have you ever lost someone you loved: Yes.<br />Have you ever been dumped: Technically, no.<br />Have you ever been drunk and threw up: Yes.<br />Have you ever ran away: I've wanted to.<br />Have you ever wanted someone you thought you couldn't have then found out they liked you: My life doesn't work like that.<br /><br />7 states you've been to...(besides your home state)<br />1. California<br />2. Florida<br />3. Georgia<br />4. Missouri<br />5. Wisconsin<br />6. Indiana<br />7. Minnisota<br /><br /><br />6 things you've done today: (in no particular order...)<br />1. Went to a volleyball game.<br />2. Did my laundry.<br />3. Went to the grocery store.<br />4. Finished my homework.<br />5. Read part of a book.<br />6. Updated my Livejournal.<br /><br />5 of your favorite things in NO ORDER.<br />1. Music<br />2. Guitars<br />3. Singing<br />4. Thinking<br />5. Dancing<br /><br />4 people you can tell [almost] anything to in no order..<br />1. Abby<br />2. Shelby<br />3. My Livejournal<br />4. Woof [my dog]<br /><br />3 things that make you mad.<br />1. Fake people.<br />2. Crying.<br />3. Being disappointed in myself.<br /><br />2 things you want to do before you die.<br />1. Get married.<br />2. Write a hit song and perform it infront of a sold out crowd.<br /><br />1 one thing you can't live with out.<br />1. Music<br /><br />TEN FAVORITES<br />01. televison show: Scrubs.<br />02. flower: Carnation.<br />03. color: Red.<br />04. sport: Volleyball. Or Badmitton.<br />05. mall: St. Louis [not The Mills].<br />06. music: Anything/<br />07. food: Fruit Salad.<br />08. season: Summer/Fall.<br />09. animal: Duck.<br />10. city: San Francisco, so far.<br /><br /><br /><br />TEN FACTS<br />01. hometown: Springfield.<br />02. hair color: Dark Brown.<br />03. hair length: Middle of my back [wet].<br />04. hair style: Curly. :(<br />05. eye color: Blue.<br />06. shoe size: 9 or 10.<br />07. mood: Semi-Content.<br />08. orientation: Straight.<br />09. available?: Always.<br />10. lefty/righty: Both.<br /><br /><br /><br />TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT<br />01. love or money: Love.<br />02. hard liquor or beer: Hard liquor.<br />04. one night stands or relationships: Relationships.<br />05. televison or internet: Internet.<br />06. pepsi or coke: Neither.<br />07. wild night out or romantic night in: Both.<br />08. colored or black and white pictures: B&W.<br />09. phone or in person: In person.<br />10. aim or myspace: Both.<br /><br /><br /><br />TEN HAVE YOU EVERS<br />01. have you ever been caught sneaking out: Yes.<br />02. have you ever skinny dipped: No.<br />03. have you ever done something you regret: Always.<br />04. have you ever bungee jumped: No.<br />05. have you ever been on a house boat: Kind of.<br />07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: Yes.<br />10. have you ever been caught by your parents doing it? No.<br /><br /><br /><br />TEN EMOTIONS<br />01. are you missing someone right now: Not anymore.<br />02. are you happy: I guess.<br />03. are you talking to anyone right now: No.<br />04. are you bored: Yes.<br />05. are you german: I think there's one somewhere. I'm more Slavic/Czech though.<br />06. are you irish: A little.<br />07. are you french: No.<br />08. are you Italian: No.<br />09. are your parents still married: No.<br />10. do you like someone right now: Not really.<br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:25380 2007-02-25T22:58:18Z 2007-02-25T22:59:01Z The Junior Varsity Friday kind of sucked. But then it was made a little better when April, Morgan and I went to Denny's. It was just like old times. I miss those a lot. We never have moments like that anymore, which might just be part of the reason I'm hesitant to hang out nowadays. It's not that I hate the way things are now, I just wish that sometimes things could be the way it used to be.<br />Which reminds me. Last night, I decided I'm giving up of giving a fuck. Basically, I'm not placing outgoing calls anymore. If you want me, <b>call me</b>. I'm sick of being the only one to put effort into anything. Not having my number isn't an excuse either[553.0749] because now you have it.<br />I just get so tired sometimes. It really sucks to put forth all this effort and to hand people my heart, just so I can be forgotten about like an old toy and my heart tossed into the street to become one with the pavement. It's a really shitty way to treat people, I don't don't believe I should have to put up with it just so you can smile and have fun. I deserve a lot of bad things that happen to me, but I don't think I deserve this.<br /><br />On a lighter note, It rained yesterday. All day. And I was happy. <br />I also got to sit by a fire and watch movies with my dad and Abby.<br /><br />My shoulder hurts. :( I practiced overhand serving before Abby's game today, and apparently, I don't use that muscle very often. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:25305 2007-02-20T02:22:59Z 2007-02-20T02:24:10Z Turbonegro Did everyone have a good three day weekend? <br /><br />In case you were wondering, mine was okay. I didn't get to do much, but it was still pretty sweet. I got to sit on my *ss. And it was magnificent. <br />Friday I worked on my art project [it's done now] and went to the video store. Saturday, Mom and I went out early to get coffee and run to see my dad before he went to the doctor. He apparently has a torn tendon in his foot/ankle, which explains why his leg has been killing him for the last three months. Abby also had a volleyball game, so I went to that. When I got home I did my homework. [I'm just so exciting, aren't I] Sunday, I wrote my <i>entire</i> English paper [woot woot!] while watching NASCAR with Mom & Mr. Chuckles. That was an event.<br /><br />Mom stayed home today because she's sick, so we took Abby to school and got coffee this morning. Then I had to go to a doctor appointment, which took <b>forever</b>. They gave me a new script which has been known to destroy white blood cells. Chyeah. I don't think I could be more excited. Now in about a month or so now I have to go get blood work done, and I'm looking forward to it. Then I had Panara for lunch [yummy], and watched a movie with my sweety, Edward Norton [dubble yummy], which was amazing. [<i>The Illusionist</i> - Go see it.]<br /><br />Yeah, life is okay I guess.<br />Thanks Shelby, for getting the "Fuck the World" song stuck in my head. ;)<br />I have been singing it all weekend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:24971 2007-02-19T00:47:14Z 2007-02-19T00:47:14Z 25 deep questions that will really tell you something about me. Not stupid questions like "what is your favorite pizza?"<br /><br /><br />1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes<br />or talking on the phone?<br /><br />Probably looking someone in the eyes. <br /><br />2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry.<br />WHY were you angry?:<br /><br />The most reacent one was probably the last time my mom told me I was a selfish b*tch and she doesn't blame my friends for ignoring me and not wanting to be around.<br /><br />3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?:<br /><br />My dad. We've always been close and he's the only person in the entire world I see <i>everydamnday</i>.<br /><br />4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?<br /><br />1) Never.<br />2) Do as much as I can. Try everything at least twice and hope to god that I go out in style.<br />3) Maybe at first.<br /><br />5. You can have one of the following two things:<br />Trust/Love. Which do you choose?:<br /><br />I've falsly trusted people, and it sucks because my heart gets broken. I've loved people, but the haven't loved me back, and it sucks because my heart gets broken. If I had to chose between the two, the reasonalbe part of me says, "Trust." But I don't learn and would rather have Love. <br /><br />6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?:<br /><br />Yes. Drowning is the second worst way to die, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Not even a dog.<br /><br />7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other.<br />Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:<br /><br />Probably. He'd find out eventually, so why not just be honest in the first place.<br /><br />8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:<br /><br />I'd probably flattered and very confused.<br /><br /><br />9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?:<br /><br />The last person I really knew close to me that died was my Grandma Mary. I probably wouldn't waste a year of my life to give her an <i>hour</i> back, only because she killed herself and probably wouldn't want it anyway. <br /><br /><br />10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:<br /><br />I hate myself two out of every three days. What do you think?<br /><br />(11?)<br /><br />12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?<br /><br />Depending on who would be the better worker for the company, I might. If they worked harder, did their job better, was smarter than me, most definately. Unless that person was my dad's wife. Ha!<br /><br />13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?<br /><br />Probably last November or December.<br /><br />14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?<br /><br />Telling them I don't love them back. I know what that feels like and I wouldn't want anyone to feel like that too.<br /><br />15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?<br /><br />My life. There are so many things I haven't been able to do, and so many things I haven't got to say yet.<br /><br />(16 and 17?)<br /><br />18. Imagine...It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?<br /><br />Someone who truly loves me and would give his life for me. The person that doesn't care about the bad things I've done and will keep me safe. Or Peter Steele, because well, I'd love to have him all to myself. ;)<br /><br />19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?<br /><br />Yes. If I new how to the right way.<br /><br />(20?)<br /><br /><br />21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?<br /><br />My grandma has lived a good life. But the baby might not be grateful. It's hard. Depending on how far the fall is, I'd let the baby go. Baby's bones are soft when their born, and can be easily fixed. The baby is more likely to survive than my grandma. <br /><br />22. Are you old-fashioned?<br /><br />I don't know. Maybe in some senses.<br /><br />23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did not expect anything back?<br /><br />Today.<br /><br />24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?<br /><br />True love with guarantee of a broken heart. My heart's already broken, so it probably wouldn't matter, would it?<br /><br />25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?<br /><br />I'd wish to find that one true person who'd always love me and always be there. Look back at #18. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:24679 2007-02-14T17:05:55Z 2007-02-14T17:05:55Z Offspring Is everyone enjoying their five day weekend? Except for the snow of course.<br />My car has totally disappeared. It's under some massive snow drift.<br /><br /><br />Does anyone ever read this anymore?<br /><br />Oh well, Happy V-Day! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:24503 2007-02-12T02:44:23Z 2007-02-12T02:44:23Z GNR What's new in my world?<br /><br />I highlighted my bangs purple, and they've faded to an attractive gray color. Chyea. <br /><br />Missy's getting sued.<br />And I couldn't be smiling more.<br /><br />I fell in love.<br />With this kick ass guitar.<br /><br />And it's going to look nice in my life.<br /><br />Ummm. I think that's it.<br />Oh, but wait. <br /><br />I finally worked up the courage to ask my dad if he'd be disappointed in me if I get my nose pierced.<br />And once he knows about it, (and I lose at least ten pounds) then I'll get it done the first day of Spring Break.<br /><br />What do you think? I want your opinion & conversation. &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:24219 2007-02-05T01:43:31Z 2007-02-05T01:46:49Z Type O <center><font color="#00A8EC" size="1"><br />Well I loved my aunt<br />But she died<br />And my uncle Lou<br />Then he died<br /><br />I'm searching for something which can't be found<br />But I'm hoping<br />I still dream of dad<br />Though he died<br /><br />Everything dies<br />Everything dies<br /><br />My ma's so sick she might die<br />Though my girl's quite fit she will die<br /><br />Still looking for someone who was around<br />Barely coping<br />Now I hate myself<br />Wish I'd die<br /><br />Everything dies<br />Everything dies<br />Everything dies<br />Everything<br /><br />(No why)<br />Oh god I miss you<br />(No why)<br />Oh god I miss you<br />I really miss you<br /><br />(no no no no)<br /><br />Everything dies<br />Everything dies<br />Everything dies<br />Everything<br /></font></center><br /><br />An ugly side of me died today. &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:23845 2007-02-04T16:00:21Z 2007-02-04T16:01:34Z HIM Everything feels like time has stopped and nothing matters. I haven't eaten since Friday and I don't even care anymore. I know I'm hungry, but every time I think about eating something I feel sick. I hate being a disappointment. My whole life has been nothing but fake smiles and broken promises, and people say you learn something from you mistakes, but I don't feel like I've learned anything.<br />How can I be happy again? <br />I signed up for my classes on Friday and found out what my GPA is and my class rank...Why does it matter? It really wont mean a thing when I'm dead. How come people try so hard to be the best and to be perfect? Life isn't perfect. If it was, no one would be sad or guilty or hungry or cold, and smiles and kisses would be heartfelt, people would be caring and sensitive and keep their promises, everyone would be loved and wouldn't have to cry themselves to sleep or cut away at old scar tissue. No one would die.<br />I don't understand why it matters. Everyone is sitting around telling me, "this is what you want." But is this what I really want? I don't get why it's such a big deal. Nothing I accomplish now matters when we're all gone. Our success only chooses what kind of boxes we'll get buried in to slow down the processes of decay.<br />When did this happen? What did I miss out on? I know everyone goes behind my back, but you'd think I'd notice this. Right? Maybe not. She doesn't care as much anymore. I guess we just grew apart. It was bound to happen sometime or another. I just thought it wouldn't be this soon.<br />I'm sick of being upset and disappointed. <br /><br />Things are going to change. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:23179 2007-01-15T16:41:40Z 2007-01-15T16:41:40Z Danzig Last Wednesday was my birthday. And it was a lovely day. I hope that this time another year older really does mean another year wiser.<br /><br />I guess, I need to quit getting my hopes up. This has been going off and on since 6th grade now, and you'd think I'd learn my lesson. Apparently not. And I'm running into disappointment at every turn. I feel so used. Maybe it's all in my head. I thought that getting a brand new start would've made a difference, but sometimes it feels like nothing has changed at all. At least I have a couple <i>real</i> friends this time around. I think that's helped a lot, because I'm not doing those kinds of things anymore. I just have to try to remember that he's always there.<br /><br />I have to give a presentation in History class this week. I'm so nervous. I really don't want to do it. I'm thinking about taking something to just "take the edge off", but I don't know. Every time I have to get up in front of the class to give a speech or something, my heart always races and I feel like I'm going to pass out. Hopefully, by the time I have to give my presentation I'll have worried so much that I don't care anymore. Maybe...<br /><br />I'm hoping for a snow day tomorrow, but it won't happen. And see, I'm just said I needed to quit, but I'm still doing it. Will I ever learn? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:22957 2007-01-10T01:15:17Z 2007-01-10T01:15:17Z TON Unfortunately, I'll probably end up crying myself to sleep the night before my birthday.<br /><br />Why do I let myself get so disappointed? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:22741 2007-01-04T17:18:07Z 2007-01-04T17:18:07Z I feel a bit better today. I don't know if it was actually sleeping last night, going on a rant about everything, talking to Jesse, or a combination of all three. It doesn't matter. I feel better today than I did yesterday.<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?<br />So, here's how it works:<br /><br />1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)<br />2. Put it on shuffle<br />3. Press play<br />4. For every question, type the song that's playing<br />5. When you go to a new question, press the next button<br />6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting<br /><br /><br />Opening Credits: "Always” by Saliva<br /><br />Waking Up: “Slither” by Velvet Revolver<br /><br />First Day At School: “Motivation” by Sum 41<br /><br />Falling In Love: "Take Me Out” by Franz Ferdinand <br /><br />Fight Song: "Behind the Mask” by Anarchy Club<br /><br />Breaking Up: "Infected” by Bad Religion<br /><br />Prom: "I Never Told You What I Do for a Living” by My Chemical Romance<br /><br />Life: "Giving Up On Love” by The Ataris<br /><br />Mental Breakdown: "Last Resort” by Papa Roach<br /><br />Driving: "In My Heaven” by Negative<br /><br />Flashback: "A Place For My Head” by Lincoln Park<br /><br />Getting back together: "Tiny Dancer” by Elton John<br /><br />Wedding: "Dragula” by Rob Zombie<br /><br />Birth of Child: "Love You to Death” by Type O Negative <br /><br />Final Battle: "Fall Back Down” by Rancid<br /><br />Death Scene: "A Moment of Violence” by Streetlight Manifesto<br /><br />Funeral Song: "Lover I Don’t Have To Love” by Bright Eyes<br /><br />End Credits: "Bodies” by Drowning Pool urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:butter_biscuit:21911 2007-01-02T23:53:21Z 2007-01-02T23:53:21Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br />1. What does your MySpace quote mean? I think it's a little obvious. <br /><br />2. Elaborate on your default photo: It's me making stupid faces and striking poses with a note from Shelby written on my hand.<br /><br />3. Who is the first person on your top 8? Katie. <br /><br />4. What's your relationship with the people in your top 8? They're my top 5/6 hoes, plus 2/3 that I feel like I have to add on their. I know it sounds really shitty, but you'd have to spend a day in my shoes to get it. <br /><br />5. What exactly are you wearing? Jeans and a tank top.<br /><br />6. What is your current problem? Where should I begin?<br /><br />7. What do you love most? Probably my family. I have a hard time loving others. <br /><br />8. What makes you most happy? I really can't answer that right now.<br /><br />9. Are you musically inclined? Not to brag, but yes.<br /><br />10. Which shoe goes on first? Left.<br /><br />11. If you could go back in time, and change something, would you? I don't know. There are things that I wish I would have done differently, but making mistakes and learning is all part of life.<br /><br />12. Ever have a near death experience? Yes. It wasn't anything dramatic though. <br /><br />14. Name an obvious quality you have? I'm stubborn.<br /><br />15. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now? "Infected"<br /><br />16. Any celeb you would marry? Peter Steele<br /><br />17. Who will cut and paste this first? Probably no one. I honestly don't think anything reads this except for me.<br /><br />18. Name someone with the same birthday as you: I don't know anyone. I know a bunch of people with birthdays in January. <br /><br />19. Do you have a crush on someone? I don't know anymore.<br /><br />20. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property? Technically, yes.<br /><br />21. Been in a fight? Yep.<br /><br />22. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? Yes.<br /><br />23. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex? Eyes, height, hands, personality. In that order.<br /><br />24. What do you usually order from Starbucks? When I can afford it, a pepermint hot chocolate.<br /><br />26.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? You could say that.<br /><br />27. Say something totally random about you? I hate butter.<br /><br />28. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Not that I recall.<br /><br />29. How old are you? 16. I'll be 17 soon though!<br /><br />21. Do you wear a watch? No.<br /><br />22. Do you have anything pierced? Oh yes.<br /><br />23. Do you have any tattoos? No. <br /><br />24. Do you like pain? Sometimes.<br /><br />25. Do you like to shop? Not really. <br /><br />26. What was the last thing you paid for with cash? A pepermint hot chocolate.<br /><br />27. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card? I don't have one.<br /><br />28. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? This one girl that has really been pissing me off lately. And the saddest part of it all is she's one of my good friends, but that's another story. <br /><br />29. What is on your desktop background? Neon stars & lightning bolts. <br /><br />33. Do you like redheads? Not really.<br /><br />34. Do you know any twins? Yep.<br /><br />35. Do you have any weird relatives? Yes.<br /><br />36. What was the last movie you watched? Airheads. <br /><br />37. What was the last book you read? Helter Skelter. <br /><br />38. Did you or do you go to college? I plan on it, I guess. <br /><br />39. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own? Probably my gray jeans.<br /><br />40. What is your favorite day of the week? Saturday.<br /><br /><br /><br />Were those numbers out of order, or am I crazy.<br /><br /><br />DON'T change your top friends, and answer 21 questions about the 1st person.<br /><br />1) What's their full name?<br />Katie Dickerson <br /><br />2) Do you trust them?<br />Yeah. <br /><br />3) When did you meet them?<br />Freshmen year.<br /><br />4) How old were you when you first met?<br />14<br /><br />5) Is this person one of your best friends?<br />Yeah. <br /><br />6) Say something that only makes sense to you and them.<br />It's Mr. KUH-Niffon! Lubs!<br /><br />7) Is this person older than you?<br />Yeah.<br /><br />8) Last time you saw them?<br />About a week ago.<br /><br />9) Last time you talked on the phone?<br />Last Wednesday. <br /><br />10) Are you related to this person?<br />No. <br /><br />11) Does this person have any siblings?<br />Two.<br /><br />12) What's this person's best feature?<br />I don't know. Probably eyes?<br /><br />13.) Are you this person's bf/gf?<br />NO.<br /><br />14) Do you have nicknames for each other?<br />I guess so.<br /><br />16) How much do you talk to this person?<br />I don't know. <br /><br />17) Do you think the person will repost this?<br />No. <br /><br />18) Could you live with this person?<br />Maybe.<br /><br />19) What is this persons favorite color?<br />Green. <br /><br />20) Why is this person number one on your top?<br />Cause she's my best friend.<br /><br />21)Do you know this person in real life?<br />Yep.<br /><br />NOTE: if you can't answer these simple questions about your number one friend then, you might want to rethink your top and you possible friends<br /><br /><br /><br />YEAR-END SURVEY LIKE NO OTHER<br /><br />1) Where did you begin 2006?<br />At my dad's.<br /><br />2) What was your status by Valentine's Day?<br />Single.<br /><br />3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?<br />Yep.<br /><br />4) How did you earn your money?<br />I worked at the fair and did stuff for my parents.<br /><br />5) Did you have to go to the hospital?<br />Nope.<br /><br />6) Did you have any encounters with the police?<br />No.<br /><br />7) Where did you go on holidays?<br />I stayed home.<br /><br />8) What did you purchase that was over $500?<br />My car.<br /><br />9) Did you know anybody who got married?<br />No.<br /><br />10) Did you know anybody who passed away?<br />Yeah.<br /><br />11) Have you run into anybody you left high school with?<br />I'm still in High School.<br /><br />12) Did you move anywhere?<br />Nope.<br /><br />13) What sporting events did you go to?<br />My brothers's football & basketball games, plus my sisters basketball games.<br /><br />14) What concerts/shows did you go to?<br />I saw Papa Roach with my sister, and I didn't get to go to Ozzfest like I was supposed to over the summer so, yeah.<br /><br />Can people not count today?<br /><br />18) Describe your birthday.<br />Shitty. <br /><br />19) What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2006? <br />Relapse.<br /><br />20) What has been your favorite moment?<br />I don't think I had a facorite. Maybe that time in the car with Jesse.<br /><br />21.) What's something you learned about yourself?<br />I'm a shitty person.<br /><br />Where's #22?<br /><br />23.) What was your best month?<br />Maybe December. I don't know, because it all sucked.<br /><br />24.) What music will you remember 2006 by?<br />I don't know. Maybe all the new stuff I was introduced to this year.<br /><br />25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?<br />I don't drink with others.<br /><br />26) Made new friends?<br />I guess.<br /><br />27) Best new friend?<br />Katie's my best friend no matter what, but Jesse is getting to be close.<br /><br />28) Favorite Night out?<br />The nights past 12 at Denny's.<br /><br />29) Any regrets?<br />I regret almost everything.<br /><br />Where are all the questions?<br /><br />34) How many nights out of 365 days did you not remember?<br />Probably 5-ish. I remember everything.<br /><br />35) If you could... would you redo the whole year?<br />No.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />First Record Bought: Marilyn Manson "Mechanical Animals<br /><br />First Concert: The Backstreet Boys.<br /><br />Favourite Music Movie: Pink Floyed The Wall<br /><br />Favourite Music Book: I've only read Mr. Manson's autobiography, so I guess that's the winner.<br /><br />Favourite Songwriter: Peter Steele, Trent Reznor, I have so many.<br /><br />Favourite Record Label: I guess Fueled By Ramen, 1) because that was the first one that popped into my head, and 2) because I love Ramen.<br /><br />Favourite Magazine: I don't really read magazines.<br /><br />Favourite Bassist: Twiggy Ramirez, or Peter Steele. It's quite a toss up.<br /><br />Favourite Album Cover: I don't really have a favorite. The one for MCR's "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge", stands out in my mind right now, but the MSI covers are always a favorite.<br /><br />Least Favourite Album Cover: This one cover from TON. Love the band to death, but sometimes their covers aren't that exciting.<br /><br />Favourite Teen Idol: I hate teenagers.<br /><br />Artist Who Broke Your Heart: Marilyn Manson.<br /><br />Artist You Will Always Believe In: TON.<br /><br />Singer Who Makes Your Skin Crawl: Amy Lee.<br /><br />Singer Who Makes You Swoon: I like the guy from TBS, but Peter Steele is dead sexy.<br /><br />Favourite Sound: I like all different kinds of sounds.<br /><br />Album You Will Always Defend: "Slow, Deep, and Hard" by TON.<br /><br />Album You Own That No One Else Does: I don't know. Ace of Base maybe.<br /><br />Classic Album You Own but Don't Like: I wouldn't own it if I didn't like it.<br /><br />Artist You're Supposed to Like but Don't: Probably Fall Out Boy. I like the type of genre they're supposed to be in, but I think their music sucks.<br /><br />Song You Can't Stand by an Artist You Like: "Miss Murder" by AFI<br /><br />Band That Should Break Up: No matter how much a band sucks, I don't want them to break up because it makes me feel sad.<br /><br />Guilty Pleasure: Transiberian Orchestra.<br /><br />Favourite Music DVD: I don't know. I don't think Pink Floyed the Wall counts, but I love it.<br /><br />Concert You Wish You'd Seen: I was supposed to go to Ozzfest last year. And I would've killed to see Manson when Twiggy was still there.<br /><br />Dream Collaboration: It'd never happen, but TON, TBS, and MSI.