1] What was the highlight of your week? Riding around town with Katie at midnight.
2] Who's car were you in last? Mine.
3] When is the next time you will kiss someone? I don't know.
4] What color shirt are you wearing? Black.
5] How long is your hair? Mid-Back.
8] Last movie you watched? The Devil's Rejects
9] Last thing you ate? Eggs.
10] Last thing you drank? Cranberry Juice
11] Where did you sleep last night? My Bedroom Floor
13] Are you happy right now? I'm content.
14] What did you say last? I love you!
15] Where is your phone? I don't know.
17] What color are your eyes? Blue.
19] Who came over last? My dad.
20] When was the last time you had your heart broken? My heart breaks everyday.
21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? Stupid people. As always.
22] What are you listening to? 3 Doors Down
23] If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Hmmm. ;) You know.
24] What is your favorite scent? Vanilla.
25] Who makes you happiest right now? Vicodin & Tequilla.
26] What were you doing at midnight last night? Laughing with my sister.
30] Are you left-handed? Yes.
31] Spell your name without vowels: Pg
34] What's for dinner tonight? Beer-Can Chicken, Carrots, Fruit Salad, and Margaritas.
34] What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? Tequilla.
35] When Is Your Birthday? 01101990
36] Who was the last person to send you a text message? My Mommy.
38] Last time you went swimming in a pool? Spring break.
39] Where was the last place you went shopping? Cub Foods.
40] How do you feel about your hair right now? It's annoying.
41] Do you have any expensive jewelery? I own jewelery that is valuble, I don't know if it's expensive.
42] AIM or MSN? MSN. New AIM sucks.
46] Where does most of your family live? Springfield.
47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings? I have a little sister and two little brothers.
48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? Sometimes.
49] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? Banana, banana, banana, terracotta pie! Lalala...
50] Do you drink beer? Not really.
52] Myspace or Facebook? They both suck.
53] Do you have T-Mobile? Nope.
54] What is your favorite subject in school? Art.
55] What type of boy/girl do you usually fall for? Tall, Sexy, and Black. Haha!
57] Do you have any talents? Oh, I might have a couple.
58] Have you ever been IN a wedding? Yes.
59] Do you have any children? No.
60] Did you take a nap today? My life is a nap. What do you think?
62] Ever met anyone famous before? Yes, actually I have.
63] Do you want to be famous one day? I don't know. Probably not.
64] Favorite Actress(es)? I don't have one, but my favorite actor is Edward Norton. Mmmmm...Sexy.
65] Are you multitasking right now? Yeah.
66] Could you handle being in the military? Maybe. Like anything else, I'd get used to it.
67] What is your average cell phone bill? I don't know.
68] Do you believe in Karma? That's probably one of the only things I believe in.
69] Last time you went to the gym or worked out? Before I got sick.
70] How many pairs of shoes do you own? I probably own about five pairs of flip flops alone, two pairs of tennis shoes, some skate shoes, and a pair of clogs. And that's not including the sheoes in my closet. So, let's just say a lot. :)
72] Ever been to Las Vegas? In directly.
73] what are you doing today? Setting up my waterbed.
74] Have you ever been gambling? Yeah.
75] When is the last time you updated your blog? A real update? Maybe like a week ago. Unless this counts, then today.
76] Have you been to New York City? No.
77] Ever been to Disneyland/world? Yes.
78] Do you have a favorite cartoon character? Yeah! I have like four. (Johnny Bravo, Rocko, Scooby Doo, and George Jetson)
79] Last thing you cooked? Ha! Pudding.
80] Hows the weather? Comfortable.
81] Do you e-mail? Yes.
82] Whats the stupidest thing you ever did with you cell phone? Where do I start?
Can't you see I usually let my boredom get the best of me?
So I got about three pictures from prom last night. And I've already lost them. Go figure.
School is ending in about two weeks, and I couldn't be more excited to get out of there. I honestly just don't see any reason to go anymore. I've thought about sleeping in and staying home [maybe] everyday for the last three weeks, but have ended up going anyway because I've been taking Katie to school. I'm not excited at all about my Senior year, is that wrong?
As a side note, and a tad off the subject, my journal is going "Friends Only" starting June 1. By definition, that means that all entries are going to be for my friends only after June 1.
Give me a word Give me a sign Show me where to look Tell me what will I find Lay me on the ground Fly me in the sky Show me where to look Tell me what will I find Oh, heaven let your light shine down
Love is in the water Love is in the air Show me where to go Tell me will love be there Teach me how to speak Teach me how to share Teach me where to go Tell me will love be there Oh, heaven let your light shine down
This entire week has just sucked. I had the ACT and PSAE's on Wednesday & Thursday. I probably didn't do well either, because I was sick.
I've been sick for three weeks. :( And it's getting rediculous. I couldn't sleep Friday night because I was coughing so bad. I ended up sitting on the couch at 1:00AM where I was having the greatest time trying to breathe. I fell asleep and work up around 2:00 with the worst pain in my chest I'd ever had. I tried to lay down to see if it would feel better, and it didn't. So I started walking towards my mom's room, and by the time I got there, I had a hard time trying to tell her what was wrong because the pain had gotten so bad that all I could do was cry. It eventually started to fade away, then came back only worse. To make an already long story shorter, we ended up going to the hospital, where they drew a sh*t load of blood, did a liver function test, took x-rays, and gave me a breathing treatment. Have you ever been on steroids? Oh my, they made me so awake and jumpy. We were there about 4 hours, and the doctor perscribed me an inhaler incase I have a hard time breathing again, told me my bronchitous was viral which is why my antibiotics aren't helping, and said the pain that I had most likely was from my gaulbladder, but that it was odd because I'm too young for problems with my gaulbladder. So now sometime this week I have to go get an ultrasound of my gualbladder to see if I'll have to get it removed this summer. Until then though, I'm supposed to eat a very bland diet low in fat content so I don't have another attack like I did Friday night. Fun huh?
It's been just Abby and me since Saturday afternoon, and I'm very bored. Morgan, April, and Jesse came by to see me for about 45 minutes yesterday, and I was sad to see them go. I was hoping they'd come back later, but they didn't. Oh well, huh?
(Just ignore my spelling errors, okay? You know I can't spell.)
Yesterday was totally amazing, for the most obvious reason. And that's all I'm going to say about that.
Today was okay. It got much better when I got to hang out with Shelby. :) She made my day much better. Not to mention, I saw Kara (and heard her too!) in a play, that turned out to be fairly entertaining. Especially with Shelby sitting next to me in those uncomfortable wooden seats. AND the free coffee at STARBUCKS we got afterwards!!! Did I say FREE COFFEE??? Cause, yeah...It was free!
Then things started heading downward, so I'll end it with a video (for you Shelby!)while I'm still on a high(er) note. :)
Not really, but I am in Kentucky. Again. My 3-4 day vacation is coming to an end. :( FYI, I've been through Metropolis [the home of Super Man, IL], Paducah [KY], Nashville [TN], Knoxville [TN], Lexington [KY], and now in Louisville [KY]. I've also seen the Appalachian Mountains [at least the edge of them] and the Smokey Mountains. So now, I've seen the Rocky's and the Appalachians. Kentucky & Tennessee are very pretty, so if you have a chance to go through them, do it.
So tonight, I went to Waverly Hills Sanitarium. In case you've never heard of it, it used to be a big TB hospital back in the 1930s and was considered to be one of the best ones in the country. Over 63,000 people died there, and it is considered as a paranormal hot spot. It just so happens to be in Louisville [where I just so happen to be too] and we got into a paranormal tour. And it was amazing. Below is a link to its historical site, if you're bored.
Well, I have about 6 hours of driving ahead of me tomorrow, and I'm tired. :( I'll hopefully see you guys very soon, cause I'm just missin' ya down here!!!
My weekend was overall amazing. Friday was very up and down, but it eventually turned out okay. Plus, I got to see Jesse for the first time in like a month! I spent the night at Morgan's house with April and Rhonda on Saturday. Needless to say, I had fun. And I saw The Devil's Rejects for the first time. :) Even though I didn't sleep like at all last night, I'm still in the best mood ever. It may have something to do with the fact that I had fruit salad today. [Yummy!] Or maybe it's because the scrapbook store is closing. Or maybe it's because I've been singing Kid Rock allweekendlong. Hopefully I'll be able to chill at Denny's with Shelby this week. I won't have my car again on the weekend though. :( If not, there's always the weekend thereafter. Plus, I get out early on Friday. :)
I'm going to go spend the rest of my Sunday playing the Sims 2 now. I just thought I'd remind my livejournal that I'm still alive and kicking.
Friday kind of sucked. But then it was made a little better when April, Morgan and I went to Denny's. It was just like old times. I miss those a lot. We never have moments like that anymore, which might just be part of the reason I'm hesitant to hang out nowadays. It's not that I hate the way things are now, I just wish that sometimes things could be the way it used to be. Which reminds me. Last night, I decided I'm giving up of giving a fuck. Basically, I'm not placing outgoing calls anymore. If you want me, call me. I'm sick of being the only one to put effort into anything. Not having my number isn't an excuse either[553.0749] because now you have it. I just get so tired sometimes. It really sucks to put forth all this effort and to hand people my heart, just so I can be forgotten about like an old toy and my heart tossed into the street to become one with the pavement. It's a really shitty way to treat people, I don't don't believe I should have to put up with it just so you can smile and have fun. I deserve a lot of bad things that happen to me, but I don't think I deserve this.
On a lighter note, It rained yesterday. All day. And I was happy. I also got to sit by a fire and watch movies with my dad and Abby.
My shoulder hurts. :( I practiced overhand serving before Abby's game today, and apparently, I don't use that muscle very often.
In case you were wondering, mine was okay. I didn't get to do much, but it was still pretty sweet. I got to sit on my *ss. And it was magnificent. Friday I worked on my art project [it's done now] and went to the video store. Saturday, Mom and I went out early to get coffee and run to see my dad before he went to the doctor. He apparently has a torn tendon in his foot/ankle, which explains why his leg has been killing him for the last three months. Abby also had a volleyball game, so I went to that. When I got home I did my homework. [I'm just so exciting, aren't I] Sunday, I wrote my entire English paper [woot woot!] while watching NASCAR with Mom & Mr. Chuckles. That was an event.
Mom stayed home today because she's sick, so we took Abby to school and got coffee this morning. Then I had to go to a doctor appointment, which took forever. They gave me a new script which has been known to destroy white blood cells. Chyeah. I don't think I could be more excited. Now in about a month or so now I have to go get blood work done, and I'm looking forward to it. Then I had Panara for lunch [yummy], and watched a movie with my sweety, Edward Norton [dubble yummy], which was amazing. [The Illusionist - Go see it.]
Yeah, life is okay I guess. Thanks Shelby, for getting the "Fuck the World" song stuck in my head. ;) I have been singing it all weekend.
25 deep questions that will really tell you something about me. Not stupid questions like "what is your favorite pizza?"
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes or talking on the phone?
Probably looking someone in the eyes.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?:
The most reacent one was probably the last time my mom told me I was a selfish b*tch and she doesn't blame my friends for ignoring me and not wanting to be around.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?:
My dad. We've always been close and he's the only person in the entire world I see everydamnday.
4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?
1) Never. 2) Do as much as I can. Try everything at least twice and hope to god that I go out in style. 3) Maybe at first.
5. You can have one of the following two things: Trust/Love. Which do you choose?:
I've falsly trusted people, and it sucks because my heart gets broken. I've loved people, but the haven't loved me back, and it sucks because my heart gets broken. If I had to chose between the two, the reasonalbe part of me says, "Trust." But I don't learn and would rather have Love.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?:
Yes. Drowning is the second worst way to die, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Not even a dog.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:
Probably. He'd find out eventually, so why not just be honest in the first place.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:
I'd probably flattered and very confused.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?:
The last person I really knew close to me that died was my Grandma Mary. I probably wouldn't waste a year of my life to give her an hour back, only because she killed herself and probably wouldn't want it anyway.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:
I hate myself two out of every three days. What do you think?
(11?)
12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
Depending on who would be the better worker for the company, I might. If they worked harder, did their job better, was smarter than me, most definately. Unless that person was my dad's wife. Ha!
13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?
Probably last November or December.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
Telling them I don't love them back. I know what that feels like and I wouldn't want anyone to feel like that too.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
My life. There are so many things I haven't been able to do, and so many things I haven't got to say yet.
(16 and 17?)
18. Imagine...It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?
Someone who truly loves me and would give his life for me. The person that doesn't care about the bad things I've done and will keep me safe. Or Peter Steele, because well, I'd love to have him all to myself. ;)
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Yes. If I new how to the right way.
(20?)
21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?
My grandma has lived a good life. But the baby might not be grateful. It's hard. Depending on how far the fall is, I'd let the baby go. Baby's bones are soft when their born, and can be easily fixed. The baby is more likely to survive than my grandma.
22. Are you old-fashioned?
I don't know. Maybe in some senses.
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did not expect anything back?
Today.
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
True love with guarantee of a broken heart. My heart's already broken, so it probably wouldn't matter, would it?
25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
I'd wish to find that one true person who'd always love me and always be there. Look back at #18.
I highlighted my bangs purple, and they've faded to an attractive gray color. Chyea.
Missy's getting sued. And I couldn't be smiling more.
I fell in love. With this kick ass guitar.
And it's going to look nice in my life.
Ummm. I think that's it. Oh, but wait.
I finally worked up the courage to ask my dad if he'd be disappointed in me if I get my nose pierced. And once he knows about it, (and I lose at least ten pounds) then I'll get it done the first day of Spring Break.
What do you think? I want your opinion & conversation. ♥
bored
awake
lonely
stuck in a limbo
sleepy
crunk
missing you
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indescribable
naughty
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